im feeling like crap. My self esteem as been at miniscule levels today. i feel like such a loser. I guess the biggest thing is that all my nerd friends are all getting great offers for grad school in math, and i have no idea what im gonna do. i only applied to one school, but i doubt i will be accepted. its a good school and im just a mediocre student. infact, im a down right lazy student. for some reason, i have good grades, but that is truely a miracle. anyhow..so all these people are getting accpeted into these great grad schools, and im not. the thing is, i dont even feel like going to school. im so tired of school. if i got accepted, there is a good chance i wouldnt even go. but what am i going to do? why is life so difficult? why was i cursed with the evil laziness disease?

i should be doing homework. i have a small geometry exam tommorow. i should be correcting calculus assignments. I should be updating the math club webpage. heh. i want to just sit here and do nothing. type about how much life sucks.