packing. leaving in about 2 hours to walk to the train station. train to oakland then picked up by a fellow alumni and heading into humboldt county for the band reuion. im nervous and worried i wont know/click with anyone there and ill be stuck standing alone and picking my nose by myself. thats what i dread. people dont seem to like me for some reason. or i dunno. maybe they do. i hope i dont forget anything. im supposed to bring my band uniform, but i dont have it. i lost my yellow band tshrit in somebody's car a couple years ago after a st. patty's parade or something. havent seen it since.

also, i start training for sylvan on monday. yay. a job. not. its convient tho. 2 blocks from where i live.