well, im feeling MUCH better right now. I had a nice long phone call with a friend of mine and I'm feeling much better about myself and who i am and the fact that people do care about me. and then i went on irc and al said nice things to me and then i found myself in a delightful game of try to get a pic of dinky's butt with lisa and meg. hehehe. what fun! ( i hope dinky doesnt feel like we were sexually harassing him...)