clear skies today. still rather chilly outside though.

the weather. yes. all i have to talk about is the weather.

well, maybe thats not true.

vax comes today. he called me a few minutes ago. he was boarding his airplane. i hope it doesnt crash. that would suck, of course.

things happen, life happens, and its hard not to let them weigh on me. a year passes and ive accumulated knowldge. I move, i throw things away. i clean house everynow and then. get rid of stuff i dont want to keep. why cant i do the same with the experiences that i obtain? why cant i just keep the good and useful and throw out the bad and just leave myself free?

i wish i could be nice to everyone, all the time. i carry grudges tho. people annoy me eventhought they have done no wrong to me. i dislike people that i dont even know. its unfortunate for me.