I'm not feeling all that great. My mood is down. Im getting more depressed. I can feel it. I was feeling pretty darn good last week.

I applied for grad schools in engineering. It would probably be better just to go to a jr college tho first. cheaper and all that. but im not all that motivated. blah.

other things too are bothering me. cant really talk about them with anyone tho, so it sucks. oh well.